Monday 26 December 2011

my problem



Can I know who I in this family?

Part of this family right? I know I the last child, I’m sorry cause make this family shame  I know I’m stupid, not like my brother, sister and cousin they are all clever. If you want know dad, I try hard to be your perfect son but you not support me u anymore, dad I always cry when you says that I stupid not clever like others. That fucking result make you change I’m sorry cause I can’t get ‘A’ in PMR exam, I know dad, you shame when your friends, ask you what I get in PMR? You cannot answer the question because I didn’t pass right. I still remember that night when you shouted at me because I didn’t get “A” in all subject, your feelings was disappointment to me I know that, but I acting happy and like stupid girl like don’t know how to care about your feelings. 
You stand in front me talk too much shouted and shouted u make I crazy u don’t know my feelings when you talk like that in front you I hold my tears, in your back I crying hard. Nobody know I’m crying I’m good when hoarding my tears I know all family didn’t like me I hide my feel in front u all. 

So you all can talk back about me you all think I did not know but I know all that. If you all want to know I always study before that exam start I always do study group in library, in class I’m the only one person that study if you all did not believe me you can ask my teacher, my principle you can get CCTV CD to look and see what I do in school. When u all angry with me shouted I try to talk I want u know that I study! But that time is not good for me to cut your talk and give me chance to talk. I’m accept what u all give me but in my heart so hard to accept that you say. Dad you say I cannot hang out next year until SPM and I cannot have any friend boy or girl I think you crazy because when I didn’t have any friends how can I study please tell me I need your answer? If you n my brother don’t want I hang out I accept that but if u didn’t want I have friends that I can’t accept I will ignore what u try to say.. ok until here I write cause I’m tired I want going out so see yeah .

-Last word-
Try to understand me and be my perfect family ok.


 This story in writing by, me Myra Hassan (true story)

everybody change


Who I am? What should I do now? Where all my friends why they run from me? What I do? I should find the answer but how? Too many answer to many question right now, I should got one answer to save myself .this all not my fault, but this comes from you. But why am I in the wrong state?

Now I'm alone didn’t have any friends nobody Want to be my friends, I sat in my room my tears flowed on the cheek. Nobody Understand my feeling. I try to be the best to you but this I got. From now on, I make choices to go on, My life without you all. And I try to search new friends from Twitter and Facebook and make they to be my Truely friends try to believe them more than I believe minister and the king also my Family. I do this because i want my life back, this means I want that old happiness back to me just that happiness i want to take from you all and I don’t want to take u back to me.     

 -The last word for you-

I love being your friend but when this happen to me i feel like someone try to give me a big Shit! and Laughter Grrr... than make I angry(feel be like angry bird) and i want to says thanks because make i alone n know who you're, And thanks coz you seized  all my boyfriend (i don’t care about tat).. I think you're my best ever and ever friend until I die but u Not , you seized all my friend until I had no friends you're my fucking shit! Friends ever, i think u Understand me but you're liar...u like Plastic person, I should know who you're before this happen to me. you know every night I cry because I remember the story of the past with you all I should forget but that memory so strong in my head. That's all I cannot continue this story because I will get hurt ..I miss you all ever and ever I love you my old friends forgive me if this make you hurt too...

This story in writing by, me Myra Hassan (true story)

Wednesday 14 December 2011

like madhop staff


-heheh hye semue aku kembali untuk cerite kan kisah aku yang sangat buat aku gembire hahahhah...sekarang ni aku lebih suke jalan sorang2 atau jalan ngn family aku,aku skarang da stop couple n aku gantung hari untuk mencari cinte aku ehhehe...tapi dlm diam2 aku stop cr bf aku ade suke budak laki yang keje kat kedai madhop heheh kali petame nmpk die aku da ckap dlm hati huh...mintak2 die tak de gf tapi kalu ad pown xpe la bia aku simpan je la cinte aku ni dlm hati lagi pown aku stop couple kan heheh..tp nak je aku suro kwn aku yng keje ngn die tu tolong aku cakap kat die yang aku suke die heheh tp malu la coz aku bukan rapat sgt ngn membe aku tu hehehhe..tp err...die smart la wey time aku beli baju kat kedai die aku tak perasan ad membe aku so aku pown slamber la masuk kedai tu aku main amek je sume baju yang aku nk thn time nk baya aku tgk die ckp ngn membe aku tanye harge aku pown ape lagi ckp dlm hati huh asal la si ezul ad kat sini aduh malu nyer style aku nga down ni hais..pas aku baya lak aku teros g toilet tuka baju thn aku saje dtg balik kedai tu pure2 hilang rantai padahal aku nk tgk die heheheh so style die hahahha nakal gyler aku..pastu time hari selase aku hang ngn abg aku,aku saje lalu depan kedai die dlm otak aku piki huh aku nk wat ape eh untuk dpt tgk muke die heheh skali idea aku kelua tego ezul minx num acoi thn dpt la tgk muke die hhehehe..akhirnya ngn muke tebal aku,aku tego ezul aku minx num acoi thn denggan bangge aku dapat tgk muke die ahahhahahah/...

*if nk tau ni kali petame aku gyle mcm ni hahahhaha dude lu style aku suke kau la
suke care kau cakap walaupown care kau ckp agak bongkak dan poyos heheh aku suke jugak
aku x kisa kau ad awek tp kalu ad awek ko ckp kat awek kau suro die jage kau baik punye hahah... k chow

*ezul azwan dpt txt aku an so rasie kan tau jgn bg tau sesape

Monday 31 October 2011

DJ NasT

THIS IS NAS-T OR ABU 



THIS IS REAL OR NOT ER....BLUR 
JUST LIKE A DREAM U KNOW...SAPE X TERKEJUT BILE DIE DTG SBLAH MEJE AK THN MCM MAIN CAK2 PLAK NGN AKU HEHEHEH AKU YG RASE MALU PADAHAL DIE YANG ARTIS AHHAH ARTIS YG DTG KAT AKU BUKA AKU YG DTG KAT DIE HUWOOOOO.....TERBAIK TAHU 
btw sbnarnyer aku da lame x jejak kat dunie gig nie but smlm aku tergerak haty ikut csz aku g gig huh akhirnya jumpe la aku ngn membe2 n exbf aku huh..than is okey la kan aku boleh dapat membe2 baru ehheehe...but paling best main cak2 ngn NAS-T nie hahaha aku da la minat die gyler babi hahahha..
bulan depan mybe ad gig ad DJ NAS-T x sala hope duduk satu meje ngn aku ahhaha...
k love you so much abu




Saturday 29 October 2011

E-NEWS FRIENDS

THIS IS MY NEW FRIENDS 
-KIM CAMPOS-

 

HUH...DIE NIE SEORANG YANG SUKE AKAN DUNIE MEDIA MYBE LA,
HOBI DIE MYBE WAT VIDEO DIE YANG GYLER2 TU HAHAHAH..
PEKARA YG AKU SUKE SMPAI DIE NIE BOLEH JD MEMBE AKU ERR...PRANGAI DIE N CARE DIE SUME LA STYLE DIE OKEY2 AJA AKU KAWAN NGN DIE BUKAN SBB RUPE DIE YANG COMEL NIE SBB PRANGAI DIE YG OTAK SAME GYLER MACAM AKU NIE HA!

HEHEHEH...DIE NIE AD 3MEMBE BAIK IAITU ZOEY,TAUFIQ,FII EHHEHEH NI SUME AKU TEKE JE COZ MALAS NK AMEK TAU MENDALAM SGT DIE MEMBE AKU JE PUN BUKAN BF..AKU LEBIH SUKE BERKAWAN BERBNDING CINTE2 NIE HUH.

ERR...KALU ONLINE SATU HARY XNMPAK DIE ON XSAH KALU ON T AD DIE,KALU DA IM NGN DIE PLAK SMPAI ESOK XTIDO POWN XPE X KISAH AHHAHAH...MCM TD LA AKU MANE TIDO ON NGN DIE LAYAN PRANGAI GYLER MEMBE AKU NI HA!TGK DIE WAT VIDEO YG X MENJADI TU BAIK YG LAIN X TGK,BAIK DIE BG AKU JE TGK KALU BDK LAIN TGK GRENTY GELAK JEH AHHAHAH...GELAK BUKAN SEBAB DIE WAT LAWAK TP VIDEO TU MCM CD ROSAK HAHAAH...

HUH K LA BEB SMPAI NIE JE AKU TULIS PASAL KAU AK NGNTOK GYLER DOWH SAT G K P PJ LAK TU AD EVENT HAIS...T PAPE HAL U TXT I JEH K.


LOVE YOU BEING MY FRIENDS HOPE YOU WILL BE MY BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

TODAY


DO YOU KNOW MY PROBLEM IS?

I LOVE YOU
ILOVE YOUR NAME 
I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME
I LOVE YOUR GORGEOUS SMILE
I LOVE THE WAY I CAN BE HAVING THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE AND SEEING YOU COMLETELY CHANGE MY MOOD.

THAT MY PROBLEM...

FUCKING I NEED U SO M...

I NEED TO THINKING ALL ABOUT YOU


SOME WHERE BETWEEN ALL OUR LAUGHS,
LONG TALK STUPID LITTLE FIGHT AND ALL OUR JOKES..
I FELL IN LOVE
  
THE PERFECT TIME TO START,
SOME THINGS NEVER ARRIVES.

AKU BERADA DI SEBALIK BUKU-BUKU YANG BANYAK UNTUK MENCARI PERKATAAN YANG BOLEH AKU KATA KAN KE DIA.
TETAPI AKU LETIH MENCARI AYAT ITU SUDAH LEBIH SERATUS BUKU TIDAK KU TEMUKAN AYAT ITU,AKU MENJADI HAMPA DAN MELUPAKAN USAHA AKU UNTUK BERSAMA KAMU.